CHANGE

"How do you change? And when?"

The first thing I did was fully pray 5 times a day.
And I was 15 years old. 
I realise,  since that time,  I got friends who always remind me of
Islamic things...
Then I start to stop having special relationship with the boys.
I mean,  no texting,  calling,  etc. 
Just classmates,  hostelmates...  Blablamates.. 
Not more than that.
After 3 years (more less),  I start fully cover myself.,
I change how I dress and how I wear my hijab, 
And now,  I almost 20 years old, 
I am still tested with two out of three things mentioned above..
(much more challenging)
The reason is,  during my highschool and matric life,
I was surrounded by people that always remind me of
those things... 
Its not hard when do it in collective way.
People always said,  university life will give culture shock and
Everything will be different.
Now,  I admit that. 
They say,  find a group (usrah),  to avoid that culture shock
But still, situation is really different,  and its hard. 
So,  I can say that changing is a process and
it can stop anytime,
Change direction anytime.
The most important thing is at the end of this life.
Doesn't matter what kind of muslim you are, 
But the things that will take into account is
HOW WE END THIS LIFE. 
Which is no one know WHEN....