HIM

When you watch people around you,
and you're not comfortable.
you start thinking,
and say,
"just HIM"
yes. just HIM
and all people who close with HIM.

Every second in life,
you want only HIM,
as your everything.
just HIM that can change every
part of your life,
give everything that is good
for both your
worldly life and hereafter.

You stop
valuing everything from a human perspective
only want HIS perspective
HIS judgement
HIS words

but,
you are not strong enough
to follow HIS orders
to remind others
about HIS existence
to learn more
about HIS words
to walk to
HIS "house"
everyday...

but yet, you still think ONLY HIM

you start planning
planning and planning again.
although you keep failing,
you just keep planning.

PRAY EARLY
MAKE DU'A
READ QURAN
FAST
BE KIND
BE PATIENT
BE GRATEFUL

then, you realize,
something wrong with your plan
you forget things you should stop

STOP HURTING OTHERS
STOP ANGRY
STOP COMPLAINT
STOP ACT SHAMELESS
STOP BEING  SELFISH
STOP WASTING TIME

to do all these alone
is hard,

-but the reward is not comparable with what you done.
and the ultimate reward is MEETING HIM,
in blessing.